As i am browsing thru a few blogs, i can see hw bad promos hav cause ppl to react.
i told alot of people to chill, keep calm and just try their best.
However, it's not hard to just change the mindset that easily, as applicable to me too.
i've always had this skeptical thought that i wont be able to promote and what subject to drop (which i think has very high possiblity).
Though considerin the work i've put in, i should be doing much better than what is my situation now. I haven started revision, still stuck at revision. My brain is not in a nice state now. Mayb i'll have more motivation on the eve of exams. oh my gosh?
I'm going to get back chem and bio test on wed and thurs respectively.
Honestly speaking, the amount of effort i felt i've put into chem is the first time i felt that jc life was about studying LOL in comparison to bio.
i was quite disappointed coz i didn't really get carbonyl and screweed the 5m question, now frm a decent grade, i hope i would be able to past.
the higher the expectations, the bigger de disappointment.
On the other hand, i wasn't that adequately prepareed and i waas quite confident that i'll fail it.
and i'm perfectly fine with it.
But the idea that promos meant smth makes ppl panic.
if i had the motivation NOW, i would tell myself that at least i tried my best.
alright, at least gp is not part of promotional criterias. 1 less thing to worry about. :D
alright, shall go find some warm- up tutorials to do so i can study properly with ari tomoro :D
They say just dun sleep enough for juust 2 more weeks and it'll be over.
i just napped. screwed it coz i feel de fatigue now and am damn worried that i will feel worst tmr. (u noe those accumulation effect of sleeping too lil and suddenly sleepin too much)
SEE HOW THE LACK OF SLEEP (and sleep more than usual but not enough to cover the fatigue) CAN ME SO STRESS/PISSED/ MOODSWINGS D:
