What Your Green Umbrella Says About You |
 When faced with adversity, you try to calm down first and act second. You can approach things from a fresh perspective, but you have to relax first. You are a very insightful and perceptive person. You offer up interesting critiques. You have amazing levels of concentration. You can focus completely on any problem until it is solved. On a rainy day: you take time to nap, day dream, and relax |
annfeng: act. study break on 6th is onli 2 days more if u exclude public holiday and the weekends. it may be beneficial for u as u all get to see the teachers 2 more days to clear all your doubts.
i'm started to be afraid. i'm worried that i can't withstand the turmoil of sitting down there and not accomplishing as much dat i wanted or as much as i nid. bcoz i noe dat time is running out.
i laid on the bed a while this afternoon, and woke 1.5 hour later which felt lik onli 0.5h.
i tink the pressure comes from myself. i guess. scaring myself.. onli i guess. "the worrying past is worst den de part dat you cannot accomplish it".
wanted to do the essay ms m gave for homework. which i said, "ok" instinctively and so loud that the whole class heard it.. and wy even turned ard and gif me a stunned look. didn't noe why i did that. but it's definitely beneficial with the oncoming of o lvl. eng has been one of the most worrying subject, and i do often wonder what will happen when those of a higher level are panicking they will not even attain a distinction.
i've learnt that confidence doesn't aids me in the long run. or rather over-confidence. That's why i've been trying t obtain a balance. however, does the situation noe allows me when i've upset it? weird. but i believe dat if u strive and you'll get it. of coz, you must still continue to be nice to ppl and everytink. as mic has reminded dat i believed in yesterday.
things are lost in the pursuing of success. yes, i'm going to continue to work and stay positive while studying. this would realli aids me to stay focus. since o lvl will be marked positively, i shall hope that positive plus positive will raise de lvl of positiveness.
i wanted to type my essay when i came online now. BUT... there's a celebrations at dat big patch of blue ground again! and dey are playing loads of oldies stuff. why kl not here?! lol.
my room is de nearest to that ground as compared to the rest of the room. and i'm nt sitting so close to the window. couldn't be drafting out my essay with such a state.. when they are lik singing and singing downstairs. with strong beats of de black drumset(:
