hanyong; lol. i tot you suddenly bcome so nice. but nevertheless, my eng nt gd now, doesn't mean wouldn't be good later.so go ahead and poke fun bah. MUAHAHAHAHA
to whole segment of haowen picture: lol lol lol.
limin; no problem:D congrats again.
yiying; nice song right:D
lilbuttermilk; hello welcome. hop here again soon;D
sher; i will study de!
yiying; hahaha ya bah.

just ignore me.
this is not some pre-exam symdrome. i gurantee.
i just needed somewehre to rant.
please dun complain, bcoz i noe i hav neither fantastic english, nor fanciful vocab to enrich you with.

sometimes i just dread coming online, watching the news or even reading newspaper.
it just seems the world is turning from bad to worst, with every conflict about pride, face and whatsoever. more and more conflicts, more and more tension. i dun wan history third cycle to come again.

i'm disgusted by every selfish acts around.
sorry to talk about toilets here but.
i'm alrdy trying to suppress my complains about the unflushed toilet of some girls' toilet on the 4th floor. whoever are the culprits dun even observe the basic cleaniness, lik come on.. DO YOU NOE THERE ARE LIK COUNTRIES OUT THERE DAT CAN'T AFFORD SANITIONS, leading to some weird widespread diseases? you dun even noe hw t make life easy for someone else. i'm not the onli one complaining, lik for goodness sake.. even the work of the auntie is being taxed. it happens lik EVERYDAY. now dat it pushes me to the 3rd floor lvl. feels so awkward to be going a lvl down too.
i may be the onli one bloggin about it, but i've heard ppl complain about the freaking unflushed toilets too. smallest things all ard just reflects the pathetic lvl some ppl's thinkings can be. you may sae, why dun i do it? i did. but not now animore, coz i dun see the point of picking of pieces who doesn't learn their lessons. hopefully they get to go to the toilet again and be disgusted by their own doings.

i'm not making a big fuss out of some unflushed toilet bowl but what reflects from it. if ppl can't even do such simple acts, how can we talk about reaching out to help those in nid when you can't even make things easier for those around.

for an instance, you may not need t help the uncle clear the uncleared plates of some inconsiderate ppl dat thinks dat they pay the school to clear their plates after recesses. but the most basic thing u can do is to clear your own plate, and make sure ure eating area is clean. if everybody fosters the same good habits, life would be easier for everybody. lik come on, dun expect the sch t come up with weird sch rules to tackle such problems which would be solve, when you just put urself in other ppl's shoes. the uncles and aunties, if you had noticed, are oso making a living. you pay the school, but who pay the uncles and aunties de extra charges?

i hate myself when i'm mean, when tiny acts just apparently may hurt someone else.
i hate it when i'm in a bad mood and change my tone.
i hate myself even when i dun hold the lift for someone else dat is lik coming in.
there are times when i feel so mean, and afterward felt so sianed.
i'm a veri emotional person, which means i can get ji dong veri easily by things ard.
not sad, break down and cry. but those strong sense of unjustice.

just by taking certain 8pm show on channel for example, i was lik complaining about the bad quality teacher [notice dat it's singular] dat some sch had, bcoz of some actions they had demonstated on tv, lik what nice reputation they hav built for emselves alrdy. education is crucial, but the teachers are the most crucial party in education in schools. if education fails, how can we expect the students to be good when they hav no gd examples to follow?

if you noe me, i'm generally optimistic but i hold my own thinkings strongly.

it's the just the basic responsibilities that one should have. self responsibilities. self discipline.
where have all that gone to?

whatever it is, if we can't change the environment, we can change oureselves. [obviously not for the worst :D]
we can do our part, set a gd example, do wad is right.
and definitely life will be better.

i'm going to just try my best for prelims starting on coming monday, came here to take a break.
i will spend the rest of my times in xinmin as best as possible with my dearest 401, and of coz xmsb.
i'm going to go concert on 27th, which means i nid to focus on my papers on 2nd wk soon. life's gonna be good no matter how things are. because i'm going to try my best in everytink i do!