when the tv screened the recommended dumplings just now, my dad talked about grandmother [his mother]. He said that she could make wondrous dumplings and 100 at a go.
she will then give it to neighbours. share the joy. :]
dad says she cooks delicious food.
if she were still here, i believe dat i would be able to enjoy tasty home cooked meals.
she was the one who had brought me up for the first few years of my life, but unfortunately, the time was so long ago. i knew she was the one who had brought the faintest memory now dat i hav. she was the one who hav doted on me so much. but yet, i dun even hav the slightest memory of times with her.
i could onli rmb me crying on her funeral, and dat dae was so empty. i didn't noe was dat scene embedded in my memory or a dream imprinted in my mind. i just remembered me crying, my parents beside me.
i began to wonder, whether she would be the closest member to me till today, if it was possible. Or would she be standing on my parents side? she could be my best friend aka grandma.
i wonder.
wat is it now?
i suddenly miss her so.. . .
