i've decided to come back for a post.

on sat, uncle D has kindly arranged the time and reached the sch at 12noon sharp bcoz sch is closing at 1. The security guard seemd quite shocked and abit agitated when she saw me. lol.

And she asked wad activity i was coming for, and i wondered when it had become so strict. xP
So i reached at 11 because yiying said she would be reaching at 11. but she didn't la. OVERSLEPT again. -.-!!
i managed to draft out my summary with a super unclear mind from the lack of sleep. yay.
so mdm seng kindly helped me open the band rm, she was nicer as compared t the security guards.

i noe dey wanna go hm. [imagine ureself staying in sch for the whole day.. without much things to do, and an empty sch] it's gonna be bored. I noe it bcoz it goes the same if there's no section mates to pei me prac if i'm staying for long hours like dat.

uncle D talked about his "relation" with pw. Such ties are hard to establish. 10years of close relation. That's where the trust came from. it's rare and awesome. i c his dedication, his care for instruments. Mayb it was the discipline and thinking dat he had inculcated from young. oh i noe. because.. there's no budget constrains. because dey believed to pay for what is the best for the instruments. bcoz dey care... well.. thinking more, mayb it's about whether u can afford to more den whether u want to.

By looking at the world, parents doubted deir children even when dey are alrdy wit them for many years and hav been obedient. Friends doubt each other about one things or another. Husbands and wives may suspect each other of cheating each other. All the negative examples completely outrule. The dubious battle that is going on. Put on a mask, and get geared for battle. The more masks u hav, the higher the chance of winning..

replies
yiangshan- haha okok..
sher- i noe. i'm oso veri sad lah bcoz u nid to stay at hm lol. :(
sherine- lol.
branzann- x))
yiying- dun tink so much. it's not really hu i like one.
yiangshan- he's gd but he is yours. hahaha

a heartfelt thank you to those hu trust my capability. ty.