if a gd junior means not disappointing your seniors, does it mean if a gd leader doesn't disappoints?

i got try b4 leh. but i still a very noobish percussionist.
when will i improve ?

DATELINE: 1HOUR.
TASK: USE THE COMPUTER PEACEFULLY TO ITS FULL USE.
TROUBLES: the clock wen ticking maybe at 120bpm.. i didn't noe time passes so fast. Nearly half of the time was spent for restarting the com and allowing it to load. who says a new com is a gd com? nah. or mayb somebody is hecking into my modem at the void deck to use his stupid laptop. fortunately, it wasn't too bad today for the connection. i dun hav a gd feeling about tis. if we were to go back in time, i've dropped the modem like from a height of 80cm i guessed, n it was fortunate that it had survived without any obvious cracks. Quite a few times at least .X=

but internal injuries?



today was j.band prac. n WHERE IS THE BAND RM KEY?
ok fine. i heard 8.30.... but i'm i right? i wanted to double confirm de leh! but i trust my ears, not anymore. everything is going for the worst. with every change experienced, every thing does change with it.

or am i having too high expectations of myself ?

i'm burning with anger.
i seem to hav lots t sae. plz do not mind tis post.

i just tagged at ppl's blog.
different ppl have different waes of expressing their displeasure.
the potent words hav sharp and thin edges that slit the innocent who are passin by.
dang. it's irritating if ure just trying to make ure dae beta.
but it's an entertainment if you are having a gd mood.

advice: do not settle on "a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye" it ain't work, other dan makin tinks worst. if u do not agree on certain things, no point going to do the same thing back to the person. worth it or not, you decide.

seldom do i finally uses the blog t express tots i nv intended to share. coz ppl will return with cold cold the looks ma. x) so if u wanna talk to me, mayb u'll consider a thicker sweater :)