in the expense of my com's life.
it has gone into a coma due to christine and beca.
COZ REBECCA PRESSED "SAVE".
den the whole com lag and broke down lol.
den it struggled for a instance.
half awoken and fell back into deep sleep :(
MORAL: DO NOT PRESS SAVE.
:(
my com 与世长辞了。
它带着 all my band musics, pictures and memories 离我而去.
i guessed i'll not get it fixed in time to come.
nt just yet.
and after laughing at ppl for so long dat dey hav to prepare for oral presentation.
it's my turn.
my oral presentation is finally coming!
inspirations!! looking forward to it!
my topic is quite general: HEROES.
hmm. on 2nd tots, it shld be ok de if i spent some effort.
but yet just jumbled pieces of ideas. .
out of the whole presentation, i guessed i fret the QnA session the most :P
if i were to start after sch everyday on my brother's com.
hypothesis: my dad would most prob scold me and warn me t spoil my bro's com.
OH YA. homework. i haven enjoyed the few days and wanted to start today.
well.. forced myself to wake up at 12 plus intead. forced myself t sleep coz i dun wanna get out of bed at 11 plus.
by the time i gt tinks done and settled down. it was already 3 plus. not bad!
lol. but i finally finished my e maths hmk and stuffs.
and to think tmr is saturday already :(
没有心情 .
btw i jus coped pictures from my class blog but onli posted a few. u shld go read the blog for 100% of original entertainment. 301's blog is very interesting. n i luv it lots:)
MONKEYS GENERALLY RAWKS.
And we are artistic.
balloon hat nxt year? i wan join ^^.
jus spoiler:there are 2 sides t everything.
yes is there? i do hope yes.
i was lik neutral and tot everytink was going to be alright.
but wen i heard about the story of dis side.
i was full of rage.
n yes. conflict not onli hurt those and those words dat comes up sometimes offend the rest.
bah. dat's why i hate such war
i understand dat dere are blog wars around. and therefore, i'm jus sharing my feelings dat i had but didn't get the chance to everytime. This is not directed to anybody or wad. jus to myself. :D
i do worry if ppl really hated me. sometimes it really makes me wonder when you'll be disliked and if ppl really talked behind your back. u noe alot of ppl. but will they just turn around start criticising your characters, your actions...
to tell others dat: " oh my i just carn stand her." and continue rattling about all ure shortcomings? mayb jus words of anger. but mayb blog conflicts r jus saying without hiding it. without doing it behind one's back. and the other fights back. mayb it'll jus clear certain misunderstanding. or.. make it worse.
mayb some1 will be laughing while reading this n saes: " gd dat she noes ppl dislike her". well jus maybs x)
oh well.. mayb.. but i still believe in true friends. coz i got them dere. i dun like all the guessing and stuffs. worrying dat he or she hate me. for gdness sake, jus ignore. lol. i did criticise my friends b4 behind deir back and i dun deny. i onli complained and i wouldn't hav serious insult or serious personal attack in any case.. it's wrong rite from the start isn't it? and den after i let out my anger, everytink is normal again. friends are still friends. onli friends would uds dat. coz dey got me, a emo fren wit lots of moodswing. i hesitated about posting this. as i'm afraid it would trigger some duno whatsoever. but well. i dun lik to think much. i do wad i feel like. and hope dat everything will be fine.
i still believe in miracles :)
long post in some while already :)
