HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!
yoyo ppl. finally updated.
tis ish my bro's com la.
so can log in.
was lik YAY FINALLY!
jus had a fonecall which spoiled my mood.
duno y. but jus yesh.
dat's the main point.
while talking i was fliping thru the students' handbk lo.
n started reading all de inspiring quotes.
some are sure inspiring u c.
mayb some ppl will find it lame but it seriously makes me feels dat i'm still useful?
well i'll elaborate on dat later.
i got so mani tinks to sae.
i had an urge to post for the past few days la.
den de blogger on my com dun allow me. sobsob!
oh ya. n happi belated v dae.
ty for all de goodies.
frm sharlene, sherilyn, meijun, wanyeng, kahmin, shona, oboe, shan, felicia, jolyn, mic, pris and kaiyun.
hope dat i didn't miss out any! i miss out mus tag me n scold me hor!!
:D
we wen to sch dat dae ma.
n we got to c our performance on thurs.
well, percussion wasn't gd at all.
most of us made mistakes and got criticised. -.-
i was motivated to do beta. AT FIRST.
until later wen i reached the band rm.
my motivation was dampened by a comment i heard.
i won't cor dat an insult as
it was true about how pathetic de playing was [mine onli hor]
dat ish y i was so pissed off dat dae.
well not wit the person hu said it but pissed off with myself.
"do not mistake movement for achievements".
de handbk saes. n i agree totally.
for the past 2 daes,
de stupid comment kept repeating about it.
n made myself worst.
therefore i hav come to a conclusion, dat criticisms don't work for me :D
i was suppose to tink of how to improve myself though.
i onli needed a while and i can perform what i cor up to standard liao.
well well.
the tinking dat had gone will come back by wed.
IT WILL.
finally, i jus typed sometink dat i'm still glad about.
a tinny bit of optimistism ish returning.
well, plz ignore the whole chunk coz u may b confused by what i am trying to sae rite?
so but jus noe dat i am now feeling beta after typing this long chunk of rubbish.
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